hihi.. wow.. real long since i come to blogg.. i just notice that its been two mths le.. hehe.. paiseh.. i never noe its so long until i met Edmund that time.. hmm.. tink its around 3 days ago at chinese garen mrt.. and he told me that.. tks, edmund for reminding.. heehee..

yah, recently, been busy working from day to day.. after work also come home loo after my girl.. she is 17 mths old le..was busy walking independently now.. just everything so good abt her except when comes to eating lunch or dinner, i will have headache.. hhehe.. she sometimes, just keep her mouth close when I feed her rice or porridge.. that's wat i'm afraid abt.. wasting rice and also afraid she got no energy to walk..

yah, abt myself.. recently, i just went thru my napfa test for air force.. but failed my sit and reach, inclined flexed arm and also standing broad jump.. so sian lor.. anyway, recently, my superior also ask me whether i wwan to convert perm or not.. then I agreed and they told me next yr then I would convert o perm... tink shld be ard feb..

abt my marriage, I havewaited for him for so long and he din give me a proper answer of whether to come back or to leave this family. then recently, saw him wear a ring and also a half shaped heart (handphone chain) hanging around his handphone.. was so shocked...he reacted and said he meant to give me the other half.. anyway, his reply was so sian.. that i was so lame.. haiz.. inside my heart, he just din repent at all.. anyway, also wanted to test him, and said if we were to separate, i would most likely put my girl to his care.. then guess wat? he reacted and said "din I was intending to sign on" ? i  was tinking wat has my girl got to do with sign on? and I knew that he just wan to be irresponsible abt all the things he done.. then there's one time i went for my napfa, I met my long lost primary sch friend. I chat with her awhile as she was at toa payoh stadium watching us run as she was in charge of recruiting those army ppl.. then as he is also sign on, i showed xaioping his photo, then she told me my husband is a special case.. i was so curious abt wat she meant abt special case.. then she dun really wan to tell me.. then as i probe further, she tell me that got once, my husband went to ask her to be friends with her.. i dun mind that.. but i tink he just want to woo her.. and my husband told her that he got one girlfriend on hand and now they are not on good terms.. i tink its obvious le..

Actually, from all these, I decide to file for a separaton paper, after that move out and rent a one room flst form public rental.. then let a babysitter take care of my girl.. then i will live on my own.. anyway, i'm quite angry and mind wat my in law had said.. she said that if one day, both of us got divorce, me and girl will have no reltionship to them le.. and she tell me to remember.. she sounded so serious snd harsh.. i was so angry.. if she wanted to b so cruel to us, then let it be.. i wun care anymore le..