hihi.. been real long din update blogg le.. its been around two weeks since i cum here le.. last week actually busy working at Giant IMM doing side job as promoter again.. selling Quakers Cornflakes. sales are not so much becos the place which I'm situated is not so good.. anyway, after this job ends, I begin my Starhub job on Mon, thus din hav any rest at all.. but just tolerate until today rest lor.. then come to my mum's house..

Actually, got sth which happen to me recently.. it started since around..26th Sept..I am troubled in his matter..  and I consult a colleague of mine.. then got to noe more abt him.. then he said that both of us got charisma between each other so we click and within two weeks time, we are very close.. but both of us noe each other's status.. so we still kept a small dist.. but the closer part is when two of us go Parklane KTV (K box) and sing.. only the two of us.. we also order beer.. then duno why.. i sing and sing until my tears drop.. then i hug him and cried.. i tot of my hubby again.. just couldnt help it and drop my tears.. My colleague, S.. is also so called my counsellor.. i tell him wat happen  to me and everything.. he is a really someone whom i felt so comfortable when baring out my bottom thoughts..then up till now, we are still as close.. I am actually very scared of falling in love with him.. but I find that in my bottom heart, I wun ever love someone as deep as I love him as much.. maybe I hav been hurt too deeply and cant really cure my heart..  

but I only can say S is  a very good future husband if i ever met him earlier.. cos he is sensitive to woman's feelings.. and also a very observant guy whom has alot of charm in anybody.. who always jokes and have friends around him every now and then..