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On Friday, he called me and said he is stressed.. and he is very stress in alot of things.. include money.. he just got his pay and guess wat, he spend duno wat and left only 50 bucks for the month.. he is now so free.. and no independents and he spend like this. really shake my head on this.. duno wat to say to him.. just tell him not to waste more money le.. his hp bill can pay partial if he is not enuff.. but anyway, he agreed. and said he will be alright and want rest and dun disturb him.. I did comfort him as a friend.. I dun wan to be hurt again. and keep telling myself to tink rationally without using my feelings too much. anyway, during the night, I called him and ask him whther he is fine ir not.. He answered and heard him crying hard.. I can do nothing. but just to comfort him.. mayb my feelings is still there but dun wan to be hurt lor. cos I still cant accept his betrayal towards me..

but anyway, just sometimes need a lending shoulder to lean on.. cos very stress and also sometimes just too stress to handle some things.. anyway, did went to have a talk with my counsellor.. she said its natural to still hav feelings with him.. but try not to put in.. and I dun wish to..

these few days.. i did cry abit.. he always make me so confused in wat to do.. I hope to believe him but he always make me disappoint.. but recently heard that he is now trying to get rid of her.. I find him really a big bad guy.. hurt one and hurt another.. though I hate that bitch.. but also feel that all these things are caused by both of them.. and him to be the cause.. mostly..

But there's something which I did tell him.. I told him to come back home.. but its not for me.. for his parents and also Tiffany as well.. and ask him to tink thoroughly and not coming back and leave this house and family again.. cos there's always not a turning back for him.. anyway, he msg me and said he tink will come back home.. snd not to leave home again.. but duno if he is really saying the truth.. so see lor.. heheh..