but anyway, just sometimes need a lending shoulder to lean on.. cos very stress and also sometimes just too stress to handle some things..  anyway, did went to have a talk with my counsellor.. she said its natural to still hav feelings with him.. but try not to put in.. and I dun wish to..

these few days.. i did cry abit.. he always make me so confused in wat to do.. I hope to believe him but he always make me disappoint.. but recently heard that he is now trying to get rid of her.. I find him really a big bad guy.. hurt one and hurt another.. though I hate that bitch.. but also feel that all these things are caused by both of them.. and him to be the cause.. mostly..

But there's something which I did tell him.. I told him to come back home.. but its not for me.. for his parents and also Tiffany as well.. and ask him to tink thoroughly and not coming back and leave this house and family again.. cos there's always not a turning back for him.. anyway, he msg me and said he tink will come back home.. snd not to leave home again.. but duno if he is really saying the truth.. so see lor.. heheh..